Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Treasures in Jars of Clay

In a basketball or netball game, attempts to throw the ball into the "basket" are not always successful. oftentimes, the one who attempts to score misses and he ball bounces off the rim. there is no time for the team to moan and wallow in regrets. in split seconds someone else on the team lunges towards the stray ball and makes another attempt. a successful second attempt brings applause but if this try fails too, there will be yet another effort made to score.

our lives are often like these ball games. we aim for success but are sometimes failed in our attempts to be good and righteous. we are sorely tempted to give up but Paul reminds us not to throw up our hands in despair in the face of opposition. believers can find themselves hard-pressed, perplexed, persecuted and struck down but these tests are opportunities to experience the strength of the Lord in their lives.

Paul likens us to clay jars-fragile in the face of the storms of life. but the resilience of believers lies in the power that in theirs because of the death of Jesus on the cross and in the treasure of His abiding presence in their lives. moments of greatest human weakness are also moments when God's power in most gloriously expressed.

hmm.... these article was one of my QT material few months back... i wanted to post it... but didnt have the chance until now:).

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"Dependence on God is not a sign of weakness but is only the way to see more achieved through us than we will ever hope to accomplish on our own"

Friday, September 25, 2009

friendsick??

me is friendsick..


is me friendsick?...




me is missing those timess we had together yamchaing...


me is missing those timess we had sharing...


me is missing those timess we had talking on the phone...


me is missing those encouragementss you gave me...


me is missing those comfort you gave me...


me is missing those timess we laugh together...


me is missing your presence...


me is missing those m n ms you gave...


me is missing the little little gifts you gave...


me is missing smsing with you...


me is missing the timesss we walked and talked along the student's walkway...



me is missing someone to at least "lean" on...


Friday, September 11, 2009

adik saya sudah merdeka...:)
tapi...
saya belum....:(

Sunday, August 30, 2009

my week

phew...
today is rest..
today is rest...
FINALLY!!..
i actually looked forward for today.hehe...
books aside...
and rest!!
how nice!!:)
this week..
macam "kempen membaca untuk peperiksaan"
ugh...
rush to finish studying.. trying to read as much as possible..
using the "full capacity" of my brain to memorize "thingsss"
it's CRAZY!!
it's ENDLESS reading!!
it's really impossible to study all la...
impossible to memorize all.. AND
impossible to understand all!
sometimes... i feel discouraged...
because no matter how much i study.. i know..somehow..
i cant reach my expectations..*why expect so much??*
i know somebody will surely be ahead of me..*why compare? i'm still learning not to*
haih...
studying everything doesn't mean you already know everything..
studying everything really doesn't guarantee good and perfect results.
phew...
i really thank God for rest today..
i overslept in the afternoon.:p hehe...
God is really an understanding God rite?
He knew that we cant work 24/7 so He said..
work 6 days and rest 1 day..
:).

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merdeka celebration today at prime city was really good!!
seeing believers coming together to worship God really touch me...
it was just wonderfrrrfuuullll...
i don't know how to explain it with words...
but it just touch my small little heart;).

Saturday, August 15, 2009

a statement..

"when you're having a headache..

Don't count the sheep...
look for the Shepherd."

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Hari Kantin

FINALLY.. it’s over.. not really FINALLY lar.. didn’t want it to end so fast. Haha…

Anyway, the whole idea of setting up a stall came from Jieyi, Weishan they all.*I think* I didn’t even know all about their plans until a few days later. Hehe.. and so.. we started planning… putting them in groups.. and etc.. etc..we became busy.. busier.. and busier as the day approached. Thank God we had sufficient time for all the planning and preparations. it wasn’t very rushing:).though some undesirable things happened that made some upset and disappointed.. haiz.. I guess.. it was just part of the process… it’s all settled:).

It’s really a privilege to be the penyelaras.this is my first time planning for this kind of thing.. no experience.. a lot of decision had to be made.. it was not easy at all dealing with people, communicating with them.. sharing my ideas.. agreeing with what most agreed.. accepting not only my own ideas but also others…tolerating with them.. all this needed PATIENCE!! But.. I somehow enjoyed it.*weird*

Looking back.. I think it’s through “these times” that we get to see how we cooperate, work together and learn together. I learned that we can choose to cooperate or not to. Cooperation is a choice. cooperating with others is a choice.we cant force someone to “work” with us if that person is not willing to help.

I was really "shock" and it really put a smile on my heart when almost everyone were so willing to help out with the food… some sacrificed their time just to make samples for testing.. some sacrificed to buy all the stuff and all… AND not forgetting those who came to carry the tables on Friday though it was drizzling and the time was really ought.

“hand busy leg messy” I didn’t expect to be that busy. Hehe.. really thank God for MISS WONG!! She was really a GREAT help!! Her generosity really amaze me.

To sum up the whole event.. it was overall quite successful!!! This whole experience setting the stall up.. selling together was really FUN!!!

Thanks to…

Zheng Ru(my lovely and helpful assistant) though you were not there.. thanks for taking the trouble to buy the spoons and polystyrene.:)

Yen Li who made the flyers and all. They were nice. Very creative.

Jia wen, sock Ki and Jia Huan. You all were really very helpful. I really appreciated all you HELP!!

Aiting who helped me with the planning though she had her PBSM stall to settle.

Evonne—the high frequency!! Haha… thanks for all the laughter:).

The most important person ever… God who gave me the strength and love though it all!!

Erm.. I got 30 more to go… too many lar… I’ll stop here:).

Monday, July 06, 2009

during sunday service...

we were about to start with our praise and worship session when "out of no where"(or maybe some wherela) came two NS people. i suddenly became stunned. i said to myself:"HUH??!!0.0 why remind me again about this thing??!! fear.. i lost focus.. i almost cried... i started praying that I'll not be affected by them but to focus on God. thank God my heart tuned back to His. the songs we sang spoke to me..

haiz.. this NS thing... i admit i was/am quite troubled by it. i guess.. God really planned for me to go despite the plans I've already planned after SPM..

letting go.. letting Him take over=). i think that's much easier...

really so grateful to have such a BIG GOD... BIGGER than our problems.

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

NKLP

i'll try to be calm..
i'll try to be calm...

PLKN??!!!! did i really get???
though the sms said YES!!!
i'm still hoping for a NO.
haha..
sigh...
i really dun plan to go lah...
but what if God plans for me to go?
hmm...
aiyah...
i'll not think abt it for now.
=I

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

a thOught

Why are you so cold?

*this sentence can be read in different ways.

Monday, June 08, 2009

FAMiLY CAMp

ok.... i actually wanted to post this quite some time ago but.. haha... i wrote it and saved it but didnt post it up. okla... here comes the post.

FAMILY CAMP!!
camp was GREAT though at first i thought it was OKLA only.. i even doubted whether God really touched me when i lifted my hands when u.ven asked whether we were touched by God during camp. indeed i was touched.PRAISE GOD!! as i began to reflect back and "digest" the things i learned i thought it was WUNDEFULLL lah. it was "hard" for me to go at first for this camp, i even set my mind that i couldn't make it ady-because of some reasons.. but i truly thank God that i made it. i WENT!! wohoo.!! looking back, i still cant believe God said a YES to this prayer:D. urm... i learned a lot. i think i got the most out of this camp compared to the precious camps i went. i dunno how to put them into words lar.. but, as i flipped through the camp notes the day after we came back from camp, i could still "hear clearly" the pastor's voice-his message. it was CLEAR. though i did not copy down all the words he said, even with the few pages of notes written, it was already enough for me to learn, learn and learn from it. there's really so so much to learn lar... i'm still missing those times we had together during camp. i thought this camp was a very different one. maybe be mainly because we didnt have "outsiders". hehe... we knew everybody and everybody knew us. waiting for the next one? yip.yip;).oh ya.. i forgot to mention something.. i was roomates with the "yings". haha.. felt so alien at first coz i'm the only "ho" inside while they were the "cool" people. haha!!! i luaghed so much the first afternoon. funny lar they all.. especially *sze sze*;). anyway.. it was really nice to have them as roomates.